βItβs like getting hit in the face with a bucket of cold water.β
Thatβs how singer-songwriter David Crosby described his recent tour of ΒιΆΉΣ°ΤΊβs May 4 Visitors Center.
βItβs a shocker," he said. "You canβt walk through here and not be affected.β
While Mr. Crosbyβs presence is evident throughout the venue, which includes a picture of him as well as music from his group Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young, this is the first time the performer has visited the center.
βThis is really good. Really effective. People who built it really care. They did it intelligently, and they did it skillfully and they did artfully,β Mr. Crosby said. βI am close to tears because (the shooting of 13 ΒιΆΉΣ°ΤΊ State students, killing four and injuring nine, by the Ohio National Guard in 1970) shouldn't have happened.β
Mr. Crosby came to ΒιΆΉΣ°ΤΊ on Nov. 5 for a planned musical performance at the ΒιΆΉΣ°ΤΊ Stage. Prior to the concert, he scheduled a private tour of the center both to see the presentations for himself and to capture his thoughts and feelings with a documentary film crew.
Mr. Crosby, 76, was openly quiet and subdued for much of the hour-plus he spent in the centerβs three galleries. He also spent time chatting with Laura Davis, ΒιΆΉΣ°ΤΊ State Professor Emerita of English and founding director of ΒιΆΉΣ°ΤΊ Stateβs May 4 Visitors Center.
Following his tour, Mr. Crosby took a few minutes to speak with student reporters and others about his memories of 1970 and the profound impact the events at ΒιΆΉΣ°ΤΊ State had on his life and on his music.
βShocked that four of Americaβs children had been gunned down on a campus doing something that they were legally allowed to do,β he said. βThe single most important factor here is courage. So, if you want one word, itβs 'courage.'
βThese people were brave,β he continued. βThey were very brave, and they got shot to death for it, but theyβre still inspiring us. To this day, when I walk into a demonstration or I walk out into the street I face cops, I think of these people.β
The May 4 Visitors Center offers an educational walking tour to anyone interested in learning more about the historical significance of the May 4 events. The tour includes stops at locations where key moments of the events took place. This blending of physical space with educational materials is part of what makes the center such a unique and memorable experience.
Mr. Crosby said that he expected to perform βOhio,β the iconic song about the shootings at ΒιΆΉΣ°ΤΊ State, during his ΒιΆΉΣ°ΤΊ concert. Unlike his other music, which is meant to get the audience to βboogie,β Mr. Crosby said he has never been able to play βOhioβ and not be captivated by the moment.
βAs soon as I hit that opening guitar riff, Iβm in it,β he said. "It comes right back. Iβm screaming 'four, why?' and Iβm damn near in tears every time.β